Babysteps to normalcy....

To decide anything...and not explain why
To smile...and not wonder why
To spread out my arms...and not be asked why
To be happy...and not know why

To listen to a song ... just because I want to
To write a story which ends happily...without any twists
To talk as much as I want...without a thought
To step down a way...without a plan to reach anywhere

To read a book... and only remember how I felt
To hold a hand...and not speak a word
To rush through emotions...and not be forced to change them
To shake my head at everyone else...and just hug myself

To live...and be happy...and drift...and just be....without explaining...without reasons...

P.S. This is probably the worst I have ever written, but this is what I feel like, now. To just be, without explanations.